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Thursday, 26 January 2006

  • 124 lbs

     

    Hey hunniez, no I didn't die or anything. And yeah I gained two lbs but I actually lost a dress size, I can successfully fit into a 4 with a bit of room to spare. I've been working out with a trainer (for free!).

    My birthday is in 4 days. 4 days til adulthood, whatever shall I do? I know, PARTY!!!

    My school is doing Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat and I'm Mrs. Potiphar, the chick who seduces Joseph and gets him thrown in jail. I get to the bitch, the seducting, beautiful bitch at that. Plus I get to dance hella much so yay, this'll be fun.

    Passed all my finals with hella awesome grades...I'm so proud of me I could just kiss myself.

    Currently Listening
    A Is for Accident
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Sunday, 01 January 2006

  • 122lbs.. still, wow

    Out Of My Mind

    Christmas was ok, got clothes, purses and money. The clothes don't fit becuase I guess my family doesnt know I've lost weight, and my stupid aunt keeps buying me shit in size12 cuz she thinks it'll be longer (I've never been a 12 to begin with). So, I had a full week of returns.

    Saw Narnia on Friday...HELLA AWESOME! ANd my sis and I snuck in our own snacks, I love gummi bears I can't help it.

     

    The Remedy by Abandoned Pools

    I could use
    A shot
    Your novacaine
    My soul's a fuse
    Blows away your name

    Then you can be the remedy
    And I can be the enemy
    And he can go and live as nothing
    They you can be the wanna be
    And I can be the remedy
    And he can go to hell for all I care

    Say this world is not so shallow
    When you can't beg steal or borrow
    Save your breath your soul is hollow
    And it's all too much to swallow

    Take this souvenir
    They can't deny you were here
    This scar always there
    To medicate your fear

     

    Christmas pic of my neffies!! I know, they're cuter than humanly possible

     The little one already doesn't like Santa, He was saying "help, Help!"

     

    Happy New Year Everyone, We'll Stay strong this Year!


    Currently Listening
    So Jealous
    By Tegan and Sara, Tegan & Sara
    Walking with a Ghost
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Saturday, 24 December 2005

  • 122lbs

    Hey, I'm out of school finally today, the day before Christmas Eve. How wonderful! God Bless the Chicago Public Shcool System.

    I'm gonna decorate and cook tomorrow. We havent even put up the tree yet. We don't even have a tree yet! I just went Christmas shopping today and I'm far from done.

    But Im not gonna stress, stress can kiss my ass.

     

    Paint It Black by The Rolling Stones

    I see a red door and I want it painted black
    No colors anymore I want them to turn black
    I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
    I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

    I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
    With flowers and my love both never to come back
    I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
    Like a new born baby it just happens ev'ry day

    I look inside myself and see my heart is black
    I see my red door and it has been painted black
    Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
    It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black

    No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
    I could not foresee this thing happening to you

    If I look hard enough into the settin' sun
    My love will laugh with me before the mornin' comes

    I see a red door and I want it painted black
    No colors anymore I want them to turn black
    I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
    I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

    Hmm, hmm, hmm,...

    I wanna see it painted, painted black
    Black as night, black as coal
    I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky
    I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black
    Yeah!

    Currently Listening
    The Final Cut
    By Pink Floyd
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Sunday, 11 December 2005

  • 122lbs

    "Last night I was writing about you...I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you".

    Winter concert was friday night and my solo was good. People kept telling me how great  I sing. I did have mic problems at firts though, but whatev. I passed out after the concert and my mami is pissed at me once again. but hey, im back down to 122 which is hella awesome. Stress is the best weight loss tool. I just totally didn't feel liek eating. And now that my 18th birthday is approaching, there's nothing my nutrionist and parents can do about this...I'm gaining power again.

    There is no meaning in your name

     

    I can see myself just falling sometime soon, i feel it as well. I have to prepare myself for such things. Life is never as smooth as one wants it.

    A friend of mine told me something I wish he'd kept to himself, no I'm bothered, but I get over things now quicker than I used to.

    Some pics...havent posted any in a while

    Me at 126

     124

     

    I have to go make dinner...how ironic. Why am I always cooking in this house?

    Who was happy about the last Top Model? I kinda wanted Nik to win. But anyone but bre was good enough for me.

    Currently Listening
    Riot Act
    By Pearl Jam
    Cropdusting
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